what a difference a year makes

so a little over a year ago i was at merrieweather post pavillion outside of baltimore and it was the begging of warped tour and now i'm a a shitty nu metal tour. I wish i could go back to a year ago kimi still loved me and I was much happier. now i'm left with very few things. the two people i would talk about my problems with both have found a boyfriend so it leaves me with no one to talk to about how depressed i am. the good thing is tomorow i fly to la and hopefully will see kimi. i miss her a lot and haven't got to talk to her as much as i want. this will end the longest period of me not seeing her since i met her. i'm excited and scared.